Monday, November 18, 2013

Not sure what to do....

I know I said I wanted to come back and share stuff I did for card class, but of course I haven't and frankly at the moment its just not gonna happen.  I'm so stressed over the end of the semester stuff and I just need a minute to vent.  I feel like things just are getting piled on top of piles and soon they are all going to crash on my head.  On top of school my cat Noelle has gone missing.  I'll be honest and say she isn't the friendliest cat in the world and she really didn't like me, but the fact that she is missing has really gotten to me.  Noelle was a stray when I got her almost 2 years ago and she has always kinda been interested in outside a few months ago against my better judgement Noelle started going outside for an hour or two at most and she never really left the front yard. Thursday day night she went out as always and at about 11 pm I realized she hadn't come home.  I called her and looked around her usual hangouts and I could not find her.  Now its been 3 days and still no sign of her.  I think the thing that bugs me the most is that I have no sense of closure.  I don't know where she went or what happened to her and I don't like that feeling.  This is why I only like having indoor cats.  I don't have to worry about where they went or what they got into.  I know they are safe at home with me.  Now my indoor male cat has been off his rocker since she left and I don't know what to do.  He is used to having a friend.  He's never been the only cat and kinda up my butt more then usual.  I'm not sure what to do next... Do I wait and hold on to hope that Noelle will suddenly reappear, do I add a new cat to the family or do I just do nothing and deal with Raven driving me crazy... For the moment I wait and ponder on the choices I have before me and deal with school.  I'm just sad that she's not here anymore.
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